its a wonderful beautiful amazing life

so i pretty much think i suck at this whole blogging thing, my last blog was in febuary and here we are halfway through summer!! sheesh! alot has changed!! (enter paul) okay let me give you some backround on paul dattage. my old roommate, kelsey, broke up with her boyfriend, got a job at a kiosk in the mall and as a result met paul. i guess he and some friends came up and talked to her and they exchanged numbers. so all i hear from kelsey is "paul this" and "paul that" but i never met the kid. untill one day as im bounding down my stairs to go to work, there is kels and some kid cuddling on the couch, well kelsey is out cold, but paul is awake. (side note, paul had recently been in a church ball accident and had laserations on his face as well as a big ol beard) so i come bounding down my stairs and see this "cave man" sitting on my couch with my roommate and all i can muster up is "hey" to which he replies "hey" and then i was out the door and on my way. and that is how i met paul. of course he was around alot more after that and i came to learn that he was a pretty cool kid. well push come to shove and kelsey dumped him and got back together with her old boyfriend (i love you kels, but you gave up a dang good thing, not that im complaining mind you) and so paul of course stops coming around. well i had been seeing a boy fairly exclusively while paul was around, but he and i stoped seeing eachother and i was single once again! well time passed and i started thinking to myself "self, that paul kid was pretty cool, you should be his friend" so i asked kelsey for his number and i text him and we started hanging out a little, and then we started hanging out a bit more and then we started hanging out every day! and i was having the time of my life!! and little by little i started to care for this kid. but we kept talking about how we were just friends. but the more i hung out with him the more and more i liked him, and being around him and talking to him. well things just kinda snowballed, and we ended up confessing to eachother one night, that we liked eachother. that night he kissed me. and thus started the best relationship i have ever been in!! its been two months, and its been the best two months of my life. i couldnt ask for a better friend, or boyfriend. he is simply amazing. and i dont think paul could have come into my life at a better time. kyleigh and hilary moved away right as paul and i started to become really good friends. and i dont know what i would do with myself if it werent for paul. now dont ge me wrong, i have some great roommates and some great friends from crestview and i hang out with them too, but we usually do pretty mellow stuff. we sit on the porch and read alot. and we have so much fun, its kinda funny cause some days no one will talk, and other days we cant shut up. and our books end up under our chairs, forgotton. but paul and i, we go and do stuff. we go and see movies, or we go to the park with a big group of people and play night games, or play frizbee. so i have just as much fun with my roommates and friends, its just different with paul. well, duh, of course it is, he is my boyfriend.
so i guess all that has really changed is my moving and paul and i starting a relationship. but i feel like my life has changed, i cant really explaine it. it just feels totally different. its a good different. but there are times when i really really miss the old days and my old friends, but then i start to think about the new days and the new friends, and i dont think i would change that for the world. it truly is a wonderful beautiful amazing life.